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Him by adaley, literature

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Him

I know he speaks but his words are put on frappe. He slowly leans in For a taste of my delicious cherry red lips. I close my eyes And open my mind. He holds me. He comforts me. He keeps me warm. He keeps me safe. As we come up for air. . . I speak. It doesn't mean much. . . Just that I love you. Our lips press against each other's again. He tears off my clothes Like a hungry man peeling an orange. And we are together. . . We sweat. . . Together. . . In the cold dark basement that is love!

Please Don't Say Goodbye by adaley, literature

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Please Don't Say Goodbye

Those little things we overlook; Taken for granted, that one sweet look. He smiles softly with those blue eyes Looks at me, says his goodbyes. It will be like always. . . Those satin memories. He just won't kiss With those same blue seas. The twinkle is now in a different light. I just walk away, don't put up a fight. I go through the motions of life each day. Not really living my life my way. I don't know how to care the way he wants me to. But how was I supposed to know and now what will I do? Just sit and sulk the year away? He has that power. Damn him! I will forever be kept in his cage of love.

Death Is A Victory by adaley, literature

Do You Know How To Feel by adaley, literature

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Do You Know How To Feel

When I call you on the phone Your voice lights up my day. I could sleep beside you for a hundred nights. Being in your arms gives me total serenity. You say you love me. Do you feel these things? I thought I made you happy. I gave you a piece of my heart. I gave you a piece of my soul. That wasn't good enough! Now you're gone. Was it something I said. . . Something I did? Was it something I didn't say. . . Something I didn't do? I sit here thinking of you again. My mind wanders to a far off place. A place that is warm. A place that is serene. I decide today: I am happy without you. I will always love.

My Blue Eyed Happiness by adaley, literature

The Night I Saw You by adaley, literature

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The Night I Saw You

Last night I saw you shed those tears For me I ask or for yourself Or for your Adrian who you now hold dear Last night I saw you feel so much For me I ask or for yourself Or for your Adrian you long to touch Last night for the first time I saw you Or me I ask or maybe neither Or may maybe I saw what to do For I cannot go on living a lie Without you I will not die I may be hurt but I'm okay I still think of you every day Maybe someday you just wait Or maybe you figure it out too late But I will be there no matter when Just like I have always been So when you decide to float on back I'll be there loving you just the same

Lost Forever by adaley, literature

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Lost Forever

The woman sat motionlessly in the dimly lit room. She couldn't remember how long or even why she was there. Slowly at first, then in waves, it all came flooding back to her. Why had she llet it go that far? Why hadn't she told someone sooner? These thoughts went racing through her mind. "I'm sorry. I'll wash the dishes tomorrow. I forgot." said Anne, frantically running about trying to please her husband. "Well, fergettin ain't no scuse in my house! No shireee!" Andy was drunk and his words were slurred, but Anne was used to it by now. So, she understood just the same. Andy took a swing at her and missed, hitting the mirror inst

Dancing Without You by adaley, literature

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Dancing Without You

You stare at me when I twirl around I watch your fingers fall perfectly on the keys You look almost confused and a little bit sad I only dance for I am dead inside I think you wish to make me alive Don't you know that is impossible You are much too perfect for me Why do I insist on hanging around Even after everyone else has gone I don't think you know the pain in store Stop trying to get inside my head You deserve something better I can never give you what you dream We just don't believe the same It's not your fault or mine It's just the way it has to be Leave it alone Turn your probing eyes away You couldn't handle the sec

The Journey To Motherhood by adaley, literature

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The Journey To Motherhood

I love kangarooing. It is the greatest feeling ever. I am sitting in a rocking chair wearing a pair of maternity overalls and no shirt. My daughter is lying on my chest in the overalls. I can feel my milk coming in. Earlier, when it wasn't coming in, I was a complete failure. I couldn't do anything right. I couldn't even give my baby the nourishment she needed. How could I take care of a baby that my body didn't even want to take care of? As I sit here in this chair awake yet dreaming, I realize that all this is actually happening. It has only been six days since I was in labor for 36 hours and then rushed to the o

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The Orange Suitcase by adaley, literature

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The Orange Suitcase

I grabbed the orange suitcase from its dusty home in the attic. When I began packing, I noticed the dog asleep by the fireplace. He looked so peaceful. There was a time when this house was peaceful for me, too. Before the holes in the wall, before the new locks on every door, this place was my escape. A moldy smell coming from the kitchen brought me back into the present and I realized I hadn't done the dishes in days. I began to walk towards the smell, but I stopped. "I will not clean," I said aloud to myself. So, I returned to packing the bare necessities. I had been stashing money away in the cookie jar for about a year n

The Orange Suitcase

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 19 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: Charlevoix, MI

Favourite Visual Artist

Rembrandt

Favourite Movies

Crash

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Jewel Kilcher, Green Day, Ani DiFranco

Favourite Writers

Charlotte Perkins Gilman, Sylvia Plath, Amelia Lanyer, Alice Walker, Aphra Behn, Virginia Woolf

Tools of the Trade

Pen, Paper, My beautiful face

Other Interests

Writing, Singing, Acting, Dancing, Modeling

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adaley

Sep 10, 2008

Back in to the flow of things

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Well, I am sure you have all noticed that I haven't been on here in a while. I got divorced and my ex-husband tried to use my modeling against me in the divorce to take my kids and then I got into a new relationship and we had a child together and I am just now getting settled back down now that my daughter turned one. I am getting back into modeling again and now there is actually a place in our mall where I can do that. I filled out an application a week ago and am hoping to do a fashion show that is coming up this month. I can't wait! Although, I do like photography more, runway is fun also. I hope to have some more deviations on here very

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adaley

Jun 10, 2005

Finally Good Enough to Be Published?

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Well, I finally got something that my professor says could be pulished.  I am sending The Orange Suicase to numerous literary magazines.  Please if you have any other comments or critiques for this story send them now so that I can get this polished up and sent out.

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adaley

May 15, 2005

Still in school

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Well, I start summer classes tomorrow but I think I may have found someone else to shoot with so I will hopefully be getting a lot more deviations up if that goes through.  I hope to get a lot of outdoor shoots this summer altough I don't know how much time I will have with my class load.  Anyway, I will also be getting some more writing done and those deviations will be going up soon.  Hope you like what I have in store for you and I hope that you will please comment on more of my stuff.  I haven't gotten any comments in a long time so I hope I get some soon.